this week?

been avoiding running away from she but still not putting enough distance between us,have no been dreaming about u which is a good thing,but in me dream i like a workaholic,work non stop and only come back to a empty apartment with the only entertainment being either the TV or the PC, do i really want this kind of living,i wish i wont come to that but it seem that i be living it after all so what all this fuss about,i really have no idea dorno how to continue to interact with she...this will probably goes for another 6 month or just maybe i`ll tell her on my 23 year just maybe,as someone said " I too old for this shit" .